Walking into a glass wall inside a building for someone's graduation.. hah.

What I did in the summers growing up:

Playing with my friends in the hot sun - not actually caring that the sun was hot! we hated going inside and being made to eat, we had things to do! I loved playing in creeks, exploring the woods, playing tag, fighting with my brother, etc. Normal childhood summer. I love it, and would love to go back to then!!

Guys I know like 2 ppl read this, if them now..

but I just don't update here. I have this journal only to read my communities and note other people. so sorry ;) I haven't updated in 20 weeks.. hahaha

Maybe i'll start copy and pasting my other entries from bloop, but yea if you want to read me other places, here's my info!

myspace.com/calebsmommy

bloop: tash.

My baby is two. well he's been two.. as of Nov. 23rd. Here are pics from his late bday party, as well as a little reunion we've had at the college, from the 25th anniversary of Toyland, a christmas performance for kids. :)

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All you drama freaks on LJ freaking stupid. If you're a mom, PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR KIDS. and quit trying to be Miss LJ. If you're not a mom, get a freaking boyfriend/life. If you have a boyfriend, pay attention to him! AHHH Gosh LJ drama is so stupid. (just had to chime in.)

I finally got a good layout. I've been looking through layout communities, and since i'm obsessed with the beatles, I definitely wanted to use this one :D Credit goes to saywhatyousee :)

I know. I don't update here much. What I need are people to actually read me, haha. Plus I changed the look of this sucker, so maybe i'll write. I'm just so used to using bloop. Either way, i'm always on here so I should use this. I'm gonna add some pics when I get done working.. blah. I enter George's patients (he's Mike, my fiancee's dad) on his laptop using Excel. It's nice pay.. haha. Only get paid montly, though, but ya can't beat $10/hr, without tax, though.

So YES i'm going home to Alabama after Thanksgiving.. yippie!! I'm so excited. I wish I could be there for Thanksgiving, but I can't because Caleb's birthday is Nov 23rd, and Thanksgiving is on the 24th. I don't want to fly on Thanksgiving - plus, there aren't any tickets available until the 29th. But I got a roundtrip ticket for get this, $95.40. That friggin RULES. Hells yes. So i'm happy about that cause i'll have some moneh to spend! gooo me. Well that's a pretty good update I guess, for starts. I'm gonna start adding alots o' people to my list, that way i'll get readers, hopefully :S haha.

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First of all, Happy Easter to everyone! Me? I'm not doing anything cause Mike has to work :( poo. Oh well. I'm used to being at home all day with nothing to do, after all, it's my life! :P K so here are the pics. Oh! Before... the 3 of us will be moving to Florida by the summer at the latest.. who else lives there? Anyone? Let me know, i'd love to meet some of you guys! So enjoy, there are quite a few :)

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I'd update a LOT more if you guys would let me into your personal diaries, so I could have an incentive to actually update. I use bloop so much it's crazy. Hmm.. caleb will be 3 months on Wednesday, oh MY, I would say time has flown, but it hasn't, really. If I weren't stuck in this god-forsaken house all the effin time, things would be a lot better. I LOVE caring for my baby boy, but up here, i'm away from my family/friends, and it just sucks. I'm all lonely and crap. Enough babble, here are lots of pics, I know that's what you're looking for ;)

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I'll put some of my ugly arse soon, I bet you can't wait for that. :P haha.
OH. and I need some info on changing my layout and whatnot, please someone help!!! :)

-tash

Then go here and fill out the application! :) the community is called _milf_ - i don't know how to make the link thingy though. :P

Well, by me, anyway! Lindsay will update you guys on little Caleb, and myself of course.. man I don't want a c-section :( Buuut.. maybe he turned or something.. haha. Or maybe he's in a position to where they could deliver him vaginially! Either way i'll still get to see him, as will everyone else - after almost 42 weeks! Yippie! But.. you guys have no idea how scared I am. When I go to bed, i'll prolly start crying to Mike, telling him how freaked out I am. I'm ready to be a mother, but then again, I don't feel ready. I feel in the dark about it, even though I know all there is to know.. I just have to experience it on my own.. get into the groove of things, hehe. Anyways! Mom and I (and Gurl, our dog) went to two different parks today.. i'll post the pics below! We used our new camera... man I LOVE this camera.. it rocks! We can get all kinds of good pics of Caleb and stuff.. so you guys can see my little bundle of joy!!

Hmm.. I should go to bed around 11 or so.. that'd give me 6 hours of sleep. Or whenever I feel sleepy, but no later than like 11:30. I took a 30 min. nap today.. I didn't mean to. :S But I got up at 8:46 this morning.. and usually I get up at around 12ish.. so yeah, that's why I accidentally fell asleep. Then I got my bags packed and whatnot.. gah everything is just closing in.. I will give BIRTH tomorrow!!! I'm so freaked out! Mom -of course- is freaking out too, lol. She's like "but you're my baby, I don't want you in pain!!" I understand her, but not to the fullest extent, cause I don't have one of my own yet! That i've raised and stuff, anyway. Well, I think this is it.. im gonna post the pics now! Definitely look forward to Lindsay's break-in!!! Next time I update, i'll have a baby boy! *smile*.. ttyl guys, wish me luck!!! And note me on the pics too ;)

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-tash

here's some pics.. 40 weeks! and i still haven't popped yet.. i have an apt. wednesday.. i'm going to give the doctors HELL. for many reasons.. -sighs- they didn't check me.. only checked me ONCE since 35 weeks, and that was to see if caleb was head down. AAANNDDDD... they didn't offer to strip my membranes. ugh. i'm not even seeing the dr. that will deliver me.. sheesh. the dr. i saw last wednesday, said he only stripped membranes if they're in labor. HELLO, that helps go into labor, and i still think he was thinking i was talking about breaking my water or something. OMG i'm so pissed about the whole situation. i went to pre-register at the hospital, and the girl that was doing it for me, said that dr. Hashmi wasn't the one that was supposed to deliver me - dr. Hampton was! i don't think i've ever been seen by him, either. ugh. caleb's peditrictian (sp :P) will definitely be from the hospital.. i'm tired of going to francis nelson (the health clinic).. ugh. anyways, enough about that.. here's the pics :) sorry i didn't type all proper and capitalize everything.. i'm in a hurry! :)

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Welp.. I definitely don't write in here.. but I still read all the updates by the people on my friends list! Soo.. I thought i'd post pics of my 37wk belly! Only 19 more days to go.. wow! It's getting pretty scary.. but I know I can pull through with Mike's help ;) Soo.. here's the pics!!

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Wow, I can't believe i'm 30 weeks... can't really say that the time has passed by quickly, though :P oh well, here they are!
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and here's one from "my view":

I took some new belly pics last night and yesterday, hope you enjoy!!

We haven't been up to much.. I did buy some cocoa butter w/ vitamin E today!!! Yippie!! Not the lotion though, the actual cocoa butter. I looove it. I'm sure i'll get pretty sick of the smell soon, though, lol. So, i've been getting a little more uncomfortable recently, also. Today after eating chinese, Mike and I walked around Lowe's trying to find something forever.. and my back started hurting baaad! And my ankles too, kinda. I'm just not used to being this heavy, and carrying all this extra weight! hehe. Baby is supposed to weigh around 2 - 2 1/2 lbs. around now.. so the rest is just fluid retention, placenta, BOOBS, etc. hehe! I have a dr. appt. tomorrow, so yay, I get to see how much i've gained! haha. I'm not looking forward to it really.. if she says i've gained too much weight, she'll send me to the nutritionist, which she'll tell me the exact same thing as she did last time, which I find to be pretty retarded, ya know? I can't help how much weight I gain.. i'm eating just fine. At least i'm gaining and not losing.

I think I may either have low iron, or low blood sugar, though. I'm definitely gonna tell them about my little problem with eating.. ugh. I feel like i'm literally going to DIE if I don't have food. How crappy is that?? I get a headache, and.. well I can't even begin to explain it.. it just.. sucks. So anyway i'll let her know what's up with that, and maybe she can check my iron or something like that. I have to get blood work done tomorrow, so they can check the blood sugar that way.. I think I'm going to get the glucose test tomorrow. We'll see how all that goes. I'll update when I get back tomorrow.. so, on to the pics you say! BTW.. i'm putting a pre-pregnancy pic up here, just for comparison. Everyone's like "aww such a cute tiny preggo belly".. haha I don't think so i've grown a lot!!!


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